(originally written May 29 2026)

That was fun (sarcasm). A couple nights ago, all of a sudden, there was a Buddhism event at myredbook dot com, republican, felonious as all get out, San Jose State University Martin Luther King junior library (150 E San Fernando St, San Jose, CA 95112), on the lower level / in the basement. 2 speakers, hit home, for me - a computer science professor (likely in his thirties, Asian American, and then a woman that teaches Special Education, that is working on her masters degree. And, then there was an Indian American guy (married, at least a couple of sons), that worked with cancer / on cancer.  Wait, who can forget the teacher, supposedly, from myredbook dot com, republican, felonious as all get out Mountain View High (3535 Truman Ave, Mountain View, Ca, 94040)

Sarcasm again. Loved the guy (African American, "heavy set", around 5'5, or 5'6) standing in front of city hall, with the brown sweatshirt, emblazoned with Johns Hopkins, a nod to myredbook dot com, republicans, should be felons, 10 quadrillion times over, John O'Connell (https://www.facebook.com/john.oconnell.92775/), and Alana Kriegsman (https://www.linkedin.com/in/akriegsman)

Then, it finally dawned on me, why coward, MADAM / PIMPESTRESS, "Dr.Maggie Chau" (https://www.yelp.com/biz/chau-maggie-dr-internal-medicine-san-jose) cancelled my appointment, 1 day prior to the appointment, after I had to wait 6 to 8 weeks to see the NASTY B*TCH MADAM. Because - along with getting PAID OFF (just figured this part out), to stay in myredbook dot com, republican, felonious as all get out, San Jose, Ca, for 2 months, so myrebook dot com, republican, should be a felon, 10 quadrillion times over, convicted child m*lester, Del / Dellis Dietrich, could skip town, and go to Moose Jaw Canada, myredbook dot com, republican, MADAM, for sure, "Dr Maggie Chau" had been informed that she needed to illegally, keep me dangling so to speak (probably, by, among others, myredbook dot com, republican, pretending to be a democrat @georgewherbert (https://bsky.app/profile/georgewherbert.bsky.social), and the Sobrato foundation - e.g. Lisa Sobrato Sonsini (https://www.sobrato.com/people/lisa-sonsini/)) - keeping me dangling, meant two months of free rent, for myredbook dot com, republican, should be a felon, 10 quadrillion times over, convicted child m*lester, Del / Dellis Dietrich, on his way to Moose Jaw, Canada. Moose Jaw is pretty small, and EXTREMELY CONSERVATIVE

Moreover, all of a sudden, myredbook dot com, republican,  felonious as all get out, Santa Clara Valley Medical Center (751 S Bascom Ave, San Jose, CA 95128), found me **** 1 doctor, and 1 doctor only **** , to deal with my broken arm / wrist (an orthopedic, at El Camino Mountain View, (2500 Grant Rd, Mountain View, CA 94040) came to see me - his office is in myredbook dot com, republican, felonious as all get out Los Altos (94022), and he let me know the arm / wrist, is broken in two places, is not a single break, and would require a second cast, and surgery. No doctor worth their salt, would put me through surgery, since I have cancer, and surgery provides a hospitable environment for cancer to spread. This doctor, that is 'available to me", is female, and has something in common with one of my family members, that is fairly significant, btw

Oh, and on my way down the stairs, and almost out the door, this morning, I "just coincidentally" ran into Mr Chiropractor / former Marine / Mr Muscles . Todd B, that is 2 years older than I am, and has a birthday, one day before my birthday. Not interested. No time. Quite literally.

Was quite dizzy all day, May 29th 2026. Called Stanford Hospital. Made sure the term overread is valid, in reference to CT scans, and why they are done. In any event, the dizziness, nausea, etc, is consistent with a glioma brain tumor, which is something I discussed with Jeanette, from the center for lymphatic, and Venous disorders, on Jan 13 2025. That's why I feel like passing out all the time, and why I feel like I will die. Because I am dying.

And, when the pal of myredbook dot com, republicans, should be felons, 10 quadrillion times over, Kateland Harte, and Zack / Zach Scott / Eric Nealon / whatever his real name is, told me he hoped I die a slow, horrible death - THAT IS PRECISELY WHY no doctor will treat me. Doctors, nurses, techs, hospitals want me to die a slow, horrible death

The paste from a couple days ago, coupled with this one - You all are GUILTY of conspiracy to obstruct justice, conspiracy to intimidate a witness, and conspiracy to commit murder, along with a laundry list of other felonies , like pimping, assault, rape, sexual assault, perjury, soliciting perjury, extortion, stalking, soliciting stalking, soliciting rape, soliciting assault, soliciting murder, attempted murder, etc, etc, etc, etc

So, yes, this is no way to live, and I have the legal right to commit suicide. Not that anyone can prevent another person from committing suicide anyway. Until I commit suicide, legally, I will live with the broken, in 2 places, mangled, twisted wrist / arm. If it heals, miraculously, by the time I commit suicide, it will just be one more part of my body that is deformed. I don't give a rats a**

Besides, who the f*ck cares. Nobody knows who I am, really, when I am out in the "real world", and everyone walking plant earth, and I do mean absolutely everyone, wants me dead anyway. It's a win win situation